Nothing better to do...

Hey people.  I'm updating this evening just for the hell of it.  I don't really have much to talk about, I'm a little drunk and no-one else is up for it so I logged on and here I am!

Don't you just hate that?  When you start to get drunk and then realise that pretty soon everyone else is going to go to bed and you're going to be f*cked up on your own.  I do, and it's happening right now.  Joe and Mel have already done one and Laura is sat, sober as f*ck watching some sh*t on TV.  I'm sat here, pretty p*ssed listening to music, raving on my own.  Maybe I should've saved the drinking until tomorrow...

By the way, this song rules...



I'll probably shove a few other tunes into this post because Music is all I can think about right now.  Music is soooo good when you're drunk, I love Music anyway but it is so much better when slightly intoxicated =)

Like this next one.  When you're sober you'll think, 'yeah that's ok'.  Then when you're drunk you'll think 'this is f*cking amazing!'...



I love alcohol for that reason, it makes everything good seem awesome, and everything awesome seem absolutely midblowingly good.

...Until you get past your personal 'point'.  Then everything seems sh*t or annoying.  That's what it's like for me anyway.  Once I get really drunk I become a spoilt child, if people aren't doing what I want to do then I get quite annoyed.  I suppose it effects everyone differently.  Plus, it kinda depends what you drink.  Tonight I'm on a mixture of Dr Jager (Jagermeister with Dr Pepper if you hadn't guessed) and Lager, it's kinda fun =)



...That song is pretty good too =)  Sorry if I'm ramming tunes that you don't like down you're throat, but I'm in spoilt child mode so you BETTER like them. Ha ha.

Soooo... Today... I got up, went to work, came home.  See what I mean?  Not much to talk about there...
I would come up with something interesting if my Brain would allow it.

Hey, if youre bored of me, check this guy out, his Youtube posts are hilarious... http://www.youtube.com/user/RayWilliamJohnson

I keep having to take a pee break every 2 minutes which is quite irritating...

Meh, I should go before I bore some people to death.  Have a great night tomorrow if I don't post before I go out.  I hope everyone has a brilliant time.  Catch you later. x

Wow, I totally have like, Followers and everything

Hey all.  To think I've been playing Fifa for the past 3 hours when I could've been on here milking this for all it's worth... =)  Big thanks to the people that have started following my blog, and to anyone that follows me after I post this.  The support is much appreciated.

I do apologise if there are any spelling errors in my posts, I noticed one before when I read through my last post and I had to go back and correct it.  It's due to the fact that I'm borrowing my Housemate's Computer at the moment and He has this Fisher-price Keyboard that just decides to miss out letters whenever it feels like it.

Soooo... I started to move some stuff from My House to My Mum's today.  Me and Laura are moving into Her Loft in a couple of weeks, it is going to be terrible.  I hope that we can find our own place pretty quick.  My Mum's Loft isn't converted you see, it has a proper floor but we'll have to climb ladder to get up there and there is definitely some Wildlife going to be sharing the space with us.

The task is made a little harder due to the sheer amount of things that Laura owns.  She moved into my current House on the sly.  She started staying over more frequently until one day I woke up to find myself surrounded by Girl-sh*t.  Now she's got f*cking Candles and all of that bullsh*t.  It must be a Woman thing I guess.  If it was up to me, Candles would be outlawed along with Pebbles in Bowls and Twigs with Lights on.  Women will buy f*cking anything as long as it's shiny or glowing.

A little bit more about Laura maybe?  (because she asked and she'll only whine if I don't write a bit about her)
Laura is my Girlfriend.  She is a little bit younger than me (19) but her parents don't mind.  At least, I don't think they do, I can't really understand what they're saying as they're Scottish. They could be telling me to f*ck off and I'd just smile and nod.  Laura is beautiful.  She's just got a new Job and I'm very proud of her, I'll stay proud until the day she brings home a bigger Wage than me, then she'll be dumped (J/K).  She's going to be one of those Sales people that bug you whilst you're trying to do your shopping, I'm sure she'll be very good at it...
All in all, she's pretty awesome =)

I can't really think of much else to write, so I guess I'll finish up.

Catch you later. x

4.05am - Why the Hell am I not in bed?

I'm such a little Kid.  I know that really, I should be in Bed right now.  There isn't much that I have to say right now either, my Brain is way too tired to think of interesting things to write about.  I'm still up, basically, because I can be.  It's my choice so =P

I hope this part of Me never grows up, never becomes an Adult like the rest of Me was forced to.  That little part of Me that still finds it amusing to tell someone (usually my Girlfriend) that they smell.  I know that it's immature but I still chuckle when I do it.

Some people don't have that part of them left, or at least they surpress it.  It saddens Me when I meet someone like that.  What a miserable Life they must lead.  I never want to become one of those people, the kind of person that grumbles at Kids for bumping them as they run past.

Well, I really must go to Bed.  The Mature part of my Brain keeps reminding Me that I have work Tomorrow.  Goodnight All. xx

'If I see Santa, I'll tell him to F**k off'

The title for this evening's update is a quote taken from one of the people whom I support - said on Xmas Eve.  Absolute Genius.

I for one will not be sad to see the back of Xmas.  Not that I'm a 'Scrooge' or anything.  The holiday doesn't hold much meaning for me, I mean, it's nice to spend a little time with the family, but I spend a fair bit of time with them anyway. 

There is no Religious meaning there for me, I am after all, an Atheist.  To be honest, I don't think Religion really plays much of a part for many people any more.  Most people my age in Britain aren't believers, some of the older generation claim to believe in God, but very few actually practice their faith.  In my opinion there will be no Christians left over here within 100 years, very few anyway.

The Xmas advertisements started here in early October, almost a full 3 months before the holidays.  Ridiculous.  The whole commercial side of the season really gets under my skin, companies put pressure on people to buy bigger and buy better.  With the economy as it is and so many people really feeling the pinch, it is somewhat unfair.

I went to a certain big chain Supermarket the other day... People seem to think that Xmas is the beginning of the Apocalypse I believe, although I never saw any Horsemen in the Car park.  People buying 15 pints of Milk and 7 loaves of Bread... The shops only shut for a Day!!!  Calm the f**k down!!!

Bah!  I'm so glad it's all done with for this year.  No doubt the Decorations will be out again by August though.

New Year is the bigger thing for me.  The atmosphere on New Year's Eve is always fantastic and as I have tended to for the last few years, I will be spending it in my Hometown of Garstang where I can be surrounded by hundreds of people that I know.  I will not be venturing into one of the bigger Cities to be surrounded by Students and Chavs.  What a tremendous night it shall be. =)

I'm off to spend a little bit of quality time with the Xbox now.  Catch you later. xx

New Year preperation

Sooooooo.... 3 days until New Year's Eve!!

What's everyone doing?  I shall be heading into Garstang Town with the Mother, Brother and Girlfriend.  Not the craziest New Year's I shall have had, but it should still be a good one!

I've chosen my song for the new year, this guy is going to be big!



I'm just in the process of making a fat Bacon and Sausage Sandwich =) One of my last before the New Year's resolutions kick in and I have to start eating healthily.

I've also just had a Cigarette, the closer I get to New Year, the more I've started to realise that i don't even enjoy smoking.  I really don't want to smoke any more.  I'm going to give the drinking a rest for a while too whilst I get rid of my ever-expanding belly.  Of course, I'll update regularly to let you guys know how it's all going.

I better go and eat now, I start work in an hour.  Catch you later. xx

A new year, a new blog, a new me

Hey all.  In preperation for the new year I've decided to create a new blog.  A blog where I can air all of my thoughts, ideas etc.  In the new year I'm going to become more of an active blogger, I'm actually going to take the time to read other peoples blogs too (which is something I've never really done before).  Hopefully I'll be able to attract a few readers myself (I won't hold my breath on that one though).

This year I'm making some New Year's resolutions.  This is another first for me.  My resolutions for 2010 are;

1. Quit smoking
2. Go to the gym
3. Eat healthily

Three fairly simple tasks which will have a large, positive impact on my health.  I quit smoking for 3 months earlier this year, so I'm not worried about that one.  Also I go to the gym sometimes already, I just need to make it more of a regular thing.  The healthy eating part will be a little more difficult though as I do enjoy a good Bacon sandwich!! 

So... maybe I should introduce myself properly...

My name is Adam

This is me --><-- And this is my girlfriend Laura

At the moment Laura and I share a house with our friends Joe and Mel in Fulwood (Preston), but on January 10th we're moving out.  Laura and I are going to stay in my Mum's loft for a couple of weeks whilst we look for our own place (fun fun).

Anyway, I'm 22 years old (my birthday is May 20th if you're interested).  I work as a support worker for people with learning difficulties in a Domicilary setting.  Basically, they live in their own homes (usually 2 - 4 people rent a house together) and we go to their house to support them.  It's a very rewarding job and one that I am very lucky to have.  I have done this job for 4 years, since I left college.

I went to college for 2 years, the first year I did Music and I dropped out shortly before the end of the year.  I was so behind in my work due to skipping lessons and smoking Cannabis that I decided it was for the best.  The second year I went to do A levels in Psychology, Film, Media and Photography.  I completed my first year but didn't get good grades really, again due to skipping lessons and smoking Weed.  I smoked Cannabis for about 5 years, pretty much every day.  At the worst point I was selling it and going through about £100 worth of it a week (at least).  Then, when I was about 20, I started to hear voices, partially due to the Weed and partialy due to lack of sleep I think.  Then I got this headache that lasted for 3 months straight.  I've never touched drugs since.  Losing my sanity is the thing I'm most afraid of.

I'm told that I am a very cynical person (mainly by Laura).  I always look for faults in things, not because I like to do so, but so that I can be prepared if things don't go to plan.  It drives Laura crazy.  On the other hand I can be very laid-back and easy going, sometimes too laid back, I do tend to endulge in a fair bit of procrastination.

There are a few things that annoy me.  One thing in particular is ignorance, especially when people pretend to be very knowledgable about a subject and then you find out that really, they know nothing.  Another pet hate of mine is people underestimating me.  I find that middle aged people tend to be the biggest offenders, they seem to have an 'I'm older so I know better' attitude.  For some reason they seem to think that just because I'm fairly young and I don't have a degree, that I must be stupid.  Get over yourselves.

So, yeah.  That's about all there is to know about me.  I'd best be off to bed now, I may be back tomorrow with a little update, so, until then... Goodbye. =) xx